|
[28 Jan 2006|11:47am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
Hyphe (Don't ask) |
] |
Hey Journal,
I just got home from my four hour dance session at the ISA Winter Ball. This was in the holiday inn just down on the pier. But that's not important and I really bet you're wondering "Going Dumb?!".
First, Cecily and I went to the dance after much picture taking and our families to tell us to smile. Having heard the words, "SMILE JAMES!" a few hundred times, I was happy to get the very expensive photo over with and get into the dance. I've been to the Winter Ball once or twice before, and the last time, well...I only freak danced and didn't bring much attention to myself.
Cecily and her friend sat down, she's a really nice girl, I think her name is Kalika. We'll say that's it and call her that for now. Kalika and Cecily just sat as a few of the other girls got on the dance floor and danced with each other. I, growing impatient, felt the need to go dance like crazy. Bored, they came in with me once and got embarassed. I danced pretty good for a while, but when they left, I left too. Nothing really happened and a lot of the guys were on the wall.
At that moment, I noticed there were only like 2 guys out on the dancefloor and they were both pretty good. One was Isaiah, and this is where I got real dumb. But first, an explaination. To those that don't know what the hell going dumb means, it means dancing basically, getting so caught up in dancing you go crazy, or stupid, or hyphe, or dumb. Pretty much, I went all those and more when I got on the floor with Isaiah.
I did cartwheels, spins, and all kinds of different dances that I was making up or copying other people when they did them. We both drew in a crowd as they watched us dance. We tore up the dancefloor and basically started the dance off. Afterwords, I danced with Kalika and Cecily most of the night. It was nice spending time with the two, Cecily especially because she danced slow and was a really nice dancer when she wasn't so shy.
But yea, I went dumb a lot at that dance. People were asking where the hell do -I- go to school. They wouldn't believe me if I told them how I was in school. I had lots of fun and even though I did some really wierd and off the wall stuff (When "Lean Back" was playing, I bent my back so that I was standing, but my upper body was horizontal.). But otherwise, everyone really liked how I danced and I grew a bit popular. There was this one accident though, where I was bobbing my head back and forth with this girl and accidently kissed her (for like 2 seconds). She kinda ran away and blushed, but it didn't bother me too much.
I got really good pictures of myself and all the people in ISA getting stupid with me! This is probably one of the ONLY times I'm going to tell you how much fun I have going to dances and just doing my thing. I didn't freak dance the night away like I did my freshman year, but I did have lots of fun and impressed lots of people. I even saw a lot of ICS kids, Ashley Busbee, Shanee Jones, and Shalamare Jones. I also saw a few people from roosevelt, her name being Serena. Without going into details, everyone got real dumb.
Thank you,
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| What's up with me |
[27 Jan 2006|10:39am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 awake |
] |
Heya Journal,
It's been a long time since I've used my livejournal, mostly because I've been busy with the school and stuff. Lots of things have happened, but I'm not going to go into much detail.
First, I've been working on a project at city hall to make work permits for teens more accessible. This is my internship project at school too, so I'm killing two birds with one stone (arcaic but true). I'm much more relaxed now, I've been very jumpy over the last year and stressed over things I really should have let go a long time ago. I feel much better and now I'm working on a jiu-jitsu program at my school. Tonight is the Winter Ball and I'm going with Cecily to hers. I've got a tuxedo and everything, but I'm still a bit spacey on it. She has a boyfriend, why invite me? I smell a trap. Anyway, I'll go and have fun as I always do. I'll tell you about it later.
Signed,
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| A jerk off |
[02 Nov 2005|08:43pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 angry |
] |
Hey there Journal,
I have to get some things off my chest before I really get angry. This is defintely something that has to be said or I'm gonna burst.
There's this guy, named Jeff, and he's a real asshole. He started off as a good friend and he was really an excellent friend. He took me out to eat, let me tell him all my worries, and even played magic with me. Then I hooked him up with my friend Kristine. When Kristine got stressed out, she hurt herself. She clawed up her arms with her nails, which is an immature thing to do, but when a human is stressed, they normal inflict damage on themself.
This fucktard blamed ME for his entire problem. I told him its completely natural to hurt yourself, but before I could tell him why, he went berserk and started acting like a jackass. A REAL jackass. He kept going on and on about how high schoolers were stupid and immature, how he couldn't understand why his girlfriend was so depressed. Well, with someone like him as a boyfriend, I wouldn't be suprised if Kristine was six feet under.
Really, it's that bad. And tomorrow, he wants me to do three things. He wants me to pay for a ramen dinner he asked me to go to. And get this, it's for interest. So I have to pay from 7.50 to 20 bucks. I said okay, I just want this dumbass monkey off my back. So he goes on about this game where we ask random people (I bet you he's gonna pick out his friends) and y'know what? He's gonna ask them if it's okay to hurt yourself. Not gonna let me say anything or explain why his dumbass pushed his girlfriend to it. But, I don't play with cheaters. I don't play with assholes. I don't with Jeffs.
Then he wants me to hit him. I've been practicing military close-range combat with my dad and he comes up with this shpeal about me hitting him. I'm like, I said I was going to defend myself. He completely shoved his ideals into my mouth. So now he says he's going to kick my ass after I give him one solid hit. I'm not even gonna bother, the outcome is gonna be the same no matter what he does.
Anyway, I'm done ranting. I've had a horrible time in school and this just takes the cake. Feeling alone is normal for me, but if anyone reads this entry, just tell me what you think. He's asinine...I loathe him...And yet I have to face him and whatever suprises he has for me. I have to be ready.
-Alphonse Elric
|
|
| Study Groups and the Intern M.I.A |
[28 Sep 2005|09:00am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 discontent |
] |
Hey there Journal,
Making a quick entry and I'm going out for today. Been real busy yesterday because I had my college class. It's basically an introduction to the many courses I'll take next spring, but I still get a grade for whatever goes on in class. I'm certainly a bit...overwhelmed by the tons of work I have to do, but on to yesterday.
Tuesday I had come about 40 minutes late to class due to reasons I'll...keep to myself. Dr. Perea, my teacher, is really cool and didn't mind me being so late. I was happy I got him and I still am. Anyway, the fact that I was late didn't change how I got work done. I catch up pretty fast if I'm behind and I got right into the work. The college course is basically a review of how to study at a college level. It's a college course everyone has to take in their freshman year entering a U.C. college so it's good that I'm taking it now. Well, we went right into a discussion on Paul Harvey, a Radio commentor who endorses Genocide and Racism, and we're trying to study that article. It's not very difficult, not difficult at all, but the guy just gets me mad. And even worse, Disney funds him. After class, I thoroughly apologized to the professor, but instead of getting angry, he just made playful jokes about me. He noticed that I was eating pizza and falling asleep during class so he reminded me not to eat a lot before class or I'll be sleepy.
Lesson Learned: Don't eat 3 slices of pizza before class or I'll become dead to the world.
About 10 minutes after class was our study groups. I remember stating I do have college courses now, but otherwise, they've not kicked up too much. So every tuesday or thursday, so I made my group on tuesday. I'm the facilitator so I have to run the group efficiently, and I did a pretty good job with the system of encorporating 2 groups and supplying tutors for people who did not understand the Algebra homework we had. BUT...My advisor, Mr. Saleh-Kasmai decided to scrutinize (I'm over-exaggerating) my system and said he'd take it and mess around with it to see if he could improve it. What really ticked me off was the fact that they asked me to make a structure for my team, and when I do, they throw it out.
Anyway, we got through the day just fine, even if I was still a bit mad. I helped and tutored a lot of people in my group and organized the other tutors with other people. After I got home, I was sleepy as hell. I went to bed at 10:30. Which brings me to now...I'm late for school, but I have an internship at City hall. City hall isn't that far from my house, so I'll stay home today and go to city hall when the time comes. See ya later, Journal.
-Alphonse Elric
|
|
| The Tournament and the Cookie dough race |
[26 Sep 2005|09:34pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 accomplished |
] |
Hey there Journal,
Been a while since I wrote something down. I'm in the fourth week of school and things are starting to level out and giving me time to catch the wave and ride it. Life is actually starting to get a wee bit easier day by day and I've done a lot of new things this weekend. Of course, I'll tell you every bit...Or as much as I can remember. I'm tired so I may make it short!
Sunday, I was supposed to go to a big magic tournament. Tim had given me a tin full of magic cards, bless his soul, and a binder full of rare cards as well. With that, I went to the Magic tournament in San Jose for the Pre-release of the Ravnica set. I went with my friend, Ivan Jiang, all the way to San Jose on Caltrain. This was the first time I had tried to get my butt all the way to San Jose relatively by myself. I usually take a car. But now, I'm a lot wiser. Anyway, from 1 o'clock, we made our way all the way to Diridon/San Jose station, and took a shuttle all the way to Tamien to take a 1.50 train going straight to the convention center. What we didn't know was that the shuttle went RIGHT past the San Jose Convention center where we were trying to go. We waited for so long, but we got there at like 3 o'clock. We had missed our chance to get really rare cards at the tournament, but the cards there were exceptionally cheap. All and all, it was worth the trip and we both had a lot of fun.
Monday, or today rather, I was selling cookie dough like nuts. I had to meet Meow all the way in Stonestown and it was hard to keep my cookie dough sales at all. I had been selling cookie dough since friday and I was so very confident I'd get it all this week. It was an up and down thing all day. People forgot and didn't bring their cash while I was left in a sort of funky state where I had 6 and then 10, then 7 and then 9 again. It was constant and annoying. But some people stuck with me, like my teacher Mrs. Monge Mana bought two cookie dough tubes...But she also pointed out they'd be in huge plastic TUBS instead of those tubes you can slice the cookie dough off, which to me is kind of like a burrito. Anyway, after waiting until 6:30, I made my way all the way over to Stonestown. It was really late and sort of cold, but I was happy to see her. We counted up the money, and with 6 dollars that was needed for someone's order, we were doing great! It was amazing how easily we got everything done. I feel really confident in my abilities and happy I could help Meow get the sales she needed to go on her field trip.
It's always fufilling to me to help out, I guess that's why I do it so much without giving much thought to it. Going back and thinking on it all, this was a fun day too. Me and Ivan are on the verge of making a type 2 tourny deck that is awesome for me and exactly the kind of thing we can do to raise money. I'll get Tim his money by selling more Magic cards and getting more money by doing so ^.^ And I'm finally pulling life into perspective. Things are looking up.
|
|
| Got to think. |
[02 Jun 2005|09:27pm] |
Yo,
As the title states, I haven't been thinking quite clearly lately. It's been a few hours after my visit to millbrae and I'm still a bit out of it. I'll tell you how my day went.
First off, I got to NCK at like 12:46. The place wasn't open so I chilled with a few friends I knew. Then I saw francine, who was the first girl to actually act nice to me without pretending. I swear, it was either girls hitting on me or just acting bloody fake because I'm black. Anyway, we played chinese checkers and jonathan was...well, not exactly playing by the rules. He started bouncing the balls all over the floor in the food shop next door. Then NCK opened and I waited for tim with my friend. I still have to remember his name one of these days. Tim, scypEr, and Kasumi came soon after. This is where the day gets quite...odd.
Well, for the first part, Kasumi and scypEr have broken up. And for some reason, I want to be with her again. I've let that part of me die for so long that I almost leaped at the chance to go on bent knee and say I love you. But that was short-lived, as she seemed busy today. Her agenda seemed to fall around going to her old school Taylor with andrew and she was there for only a few minutes. I offered to go with her, but she said I shouldn't go. That made me wonder. Anyway, most of the time I was talking to scypEr and doing well in Guild Wars. I found out someone I really liked was a guy and that was the main reason I wanted to buy the game. >.> -Cough- Anyways, I stayed with tim and scypEr and played Melty Blood. I lost my focus and Tim beat the snott out of me. Then I exacted my revenge on scypEr. I think he's beginning to like this game.
When it ended, I spent most of the time in NCK. I walked out a few times, spent some of Tim's hours to further my uber character in Guild Wars. He's almost level 8 and he can take on a lot of foes at the same time...As long as my computer doesn't lag out. So I spent most of my time waiting for her to come back, I missed scypEr and tim, but today...I just missed her alot. But like I said, this is just wishful thinking. Those days are most likely dead in my mind. While she was gone, I went to the other place, the food area. There, these guys were playing chess. This one guy was losing REALLY bad. I mean he lost the game in 7 moves. That's not a lot in chess games. Anyway, one challenged me to an arm wrestling contest, which was a draw. I think they were picking on me, because of me being black. They talked in ghetto slang and mocked me for making what I had thought were intelligent remarks. Anyway, they asked another guy, a more buff guy to challenge me. I was pretty weak after words and he beat the hell out of me. They started asking me odd questions, one of which I think offended kasumi.
Anyway, when I went to apologize to her, she seemed to be talking about me to a friend. She told me to go away, and even her friend told me to go away...Very rude actually. I never felt so unwelcomed. I found more friends to hang out with, but I was still hurt. I felt like I was too different to be around them. scypEr is at wits end with figuring out how to deal with his conflicting emotions. He feels pain inside, and I feel sorry for him. I know how it is. In any case, before I left, she was talking on the phone and seemed very sad. But she just kept pushing me away. That hurt even more and I just went home afterwards. I told scypEr that I could love her for as long as I could, but she'd never look at me the same again. And I'll never know why. I just know it to be true. When I got home, I talked to my old girlfriend, Jocelyn.
Jocelyn used to barret me and be quite controlling. That's when I started dating Kasumi to rid myself of such women. When I met Kasumi, I decided to not date other people again. I ended all my relationships, though I still talk to the girls occassionaly. Jocelyn heard how I felt and she told me to drop her...Like every other one. Sometimes, I want to do that...Because of how I feel so alone and she just makes it worse. But I know I can never leave her alone. I care about Kasumi too much, even though it hurts scypEr to know that. Maybe I'm just a puppet to her, used to quill Kasumi's depression...And I'm just tired of being used. I'm confused and I'm supposed to be the wise one. Who knows, maybe the answer is closer than I really know.
Ja-ne
- Full-Armored Alchemist
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| A horrible mistake... |
[30 May 2005|10:38pm] |
Yo,
Not a few hours after I posted my last post, I concocted a plan. I knew things were tense between scypEr and Edo. I knew things were going to get worse. I should have been there to keep scypEr cool. But now, Edo hates us both. You see, I didn't want to hurt her intentionally, oh no. If I wanted to do that, I would have blocked her by now. I wanted to do that so she would do what I wanted. Remember when I talked about imaginary stories? I want these people to fade...Fade from my memories and move on. I know I bring pain and malice to their lives and I wanted to get rid of it. Especially between scypEr and Edo. But I seemed to have pushed her to the edge of suicide...And now I worry at the edge of my window. I stare at the stars, hoping...praying...
|
|
| Sick today, martial arts tomorrow! |
[30 May 2005|09:26am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
sick |
] |
Yo,
Happy Memorial Day! Yea, I've only 2 days before I'm off my grounding sentence. It is so sweet to get freedom again. Even though I don't have much freedom now, I was still able to go, for one day, to fanime. I liked it a lot, mainly because everyone I've met over this year was there. First I'll go through a few people, though I don't know their names exactly. Then I'll go through a few instances that happened. I won't be here from tuesday until wednsday so you'll have to bare with your lose.
Bishounen----> Blonde-haired person who...has issues with Neko >.>
Well, first moment I was in the door, the place seemed a wee bit dead. There were a LOT of people there, but not as much as I imagined. I was with Tim at the time, and I'll describe tim to you all later. So while we were walking around, we saw someone I hadn't seen since my first convention. Bishounen is a really cool guy who always made me laugh. He's a blonde-haired guy with greenish blue eyes, but that may not be right as it is my perspective. In any case, bishounen gave me a big hug after I saw him. We started to talk a bit, catching up with his life and such. Apparently, something happened between him and another one of my friends, Neko. He stated,"I avoid her like the plague." And also said something about her calling him a friend stealer or something or other. I may not know Neko as much, but she's not gonna stoop that low. She's too cool for that. Either way, I hope this gets resolved very soon, conflicts give me headaches. While we walked through the dealer's room, Bishounen got real busy so he split from our party. (This felt exactly like a MMORPG, just to tell ya.) Then we saw one of my best friends, Marc.
Marc----> My Filipino Martial Arts Buddeh
Yea, Marc. I met him at the Anime Overdose and again at the Japantown screenings. He is such a cool person that I'd be happy to adopt him as an older brother. When we were in the dealer's room, there wasn't much else we could do except look around. I only had like...5 bucks in my pocket and I needed that to get home. >.> So I was chillin' with Tim and Bishounen in the dealer's room when I saw him. He was wearing this cap/beenie and with his younger brother I think. Marc is like 19 or 18, I dunno which. So I charged at him and reared back a punch, faking to hit him. He tried to kick me, and I took it, though it was a pretty weak kick. I soon realized, after trying to advance on him and under his kicking guard, that he could move his kicks perfectly without putting his foot down. I have to admit, I've never had much of a perfect match if I ain't fighting him and a few other people. He's just such a great sparring opponent that you got to love fighting him. We soon parted ways after getting tired of kicking and puncing each other...And we didn't wanna get caught by the security guards. So I waved to him and said my goodbyes...I hope I get enough courage to call him or anyone else...I rarely call anyone anymore.
Tim 1----> The ultimate gaming rival/ My close friend forevah!
Tim...Well, I have to admit tim made my day. Tim is a mechanically inclined super genius compared to me. He's chinese, but does that really matter, he's just a cool human being. He was always there and made me feel welcome no matter the circumstances. It was so perfect having him around that I never got bored. It was a really odd though, hearing two different sides of a rather odd story. You see, Edo, my ex-girlfriend, and brother Kasumi (Lot of titles, eh?) has a crush on him. This makes her new boyfriend, scypEr, a bit jealous and I could see that during the convention and later in the day. This makes Tim REALLY uncomfortable, as he's with someone and he doesn't want either to hate him. If he gives in to her flirting, scypEr will get mad but edo may be happy. If he stops her from doing anything, Edo will be sad but Tim might feel better. It's a very touchy subject. Anyway, Tim was with me most of the time and we had a lot of fun. We went out to eat and Tim lost his backpack with his sexy labtop in it. We ran all the way down the street to the restaurant and picked it up before anyone had the chance to take it. We got lucky...Real lucky. We played against some people who played Melty Blood too. I was angry though, because I couldn't win against those players. They were really good. We made Magic decks together and played video games. Because of him, I did really well in my game against sergio. Yea, he's a great guy.
Sergio----> The Kawaii Ecchi/ The loveable pervert.
Mh, I've met sergio many times. Whether it was at conventions or at the metreon. I didn't have much reaction with him as much as I'd have liked to. I saw him right after and I bought a picture from Neko's art stand. The funny thing is...I put down my bag and lost the picture. So I was really angry most of the day because I lost it. It was a really good picture too. In any case, the only times I spent time with Sergio was at Neko's booth and the hotel room they shared. Sometimes I feel like me and Sergio are on different playing fields. He has his world and I have mine, and when they collide it's...different. It's as if I can't understand him and vice versa. But even so, he's a really good friend. We had lots of fun playing magic against each other. I won the first round and he pretty much turned my deck against me the next time. Even if we're very different and I get on his nerves, I think he likes having me around...sorta. ^.^
Neko-dono---->If beautiful things can be deadly, then she'll kill you straight off! ^.^ -Blindfolds himself before being shot for this comment-
Neko is a very intelligent young woman who I've met numerous times. I met her the time I met bishounen. Through and through, we've had ups and downs in the friendship department, but I can honestly say I enjoy talking to her and see her as a close friend. Plus, she draws pictures that would blow your mind. @.@ If her pictures weren't her bread and butter, I'd post one in this livejournal. They are AWESOME. Maybe I'm over-exaggerating, but I really like how she draws. The first time, I helped her out a bit with her stand. That was really fun. But I botched it up a few times and I haven't done it since. I get really nervous around her. As I said with sergio, I think I annoy her with my personality. Then again, I think I annoy everyone and that's why I hole myself up for a long time. She's in a class of her own, a very defined and well-mannered young lady. This, in no stretch of the word, makes her any more of a zany person. Chaos seems to consume people at conventions and zany antics do not discriminate from the more serious types. When it comes down to it, she has so much control over her actions that she can choose when to be zany, when to be serious, and when to just settle in the middle. Quite a talent that I wish I had. In any case, what else can I say about Neko except how much of a well-rounded personality she has. She's a very good person with a kind heart. During the convention, I saw her a few times and waved as she walked about in her costumes. It's funny that she didn't really notice me until I got in her face and grinned at her. She was like "OMG 0_0 You're here!" And it made me laugh a bit. From then on out, I spent most of my time with the entire group.
Masaki-kun----> Bart boy/jorge or george/my german buddeh
Mh...Masaki-kun. It's been a long year since I met him the first time. When I think about it, I have to thank him for everything. Even when I was jealous, mad, angry, or even near strangling him for some of the things he put me through, I have to look back and see it was worth it. When I saw him, my group of four people turned into two and I can imagine they haven't evolved over his personality yet. I can only see Masaki as...Chaotic and dominate. He's got to have it the right way or no way. We argue sometimes and I guess that's normal for me. I argue with my cousins, my mom, even my pop who'd slap me around if I stared at him funny. So I don't see anything wrong with getting in a tiff with Masaki-kun. He's always carrying a sign promoting bart or muni. He has a very big hatred of VTA...And I'm not too thrilled with that public transport company either. He's always provided me with some sort of help whenever I needed it, like the time he and cheeto drove me all the way from san mateo to my house at 1 o'clock in the morning. Even if I live in a bad neighborhood. He's had rough times with edo and everyone else, but I can forgive anyone for anything...Even if ya killed me. That's how I was raised to be, a caring person. So when I saw him, I gave him a big hug...Or it was big to me, I dunno which. It was great to see him in his good'ol muni suit. Municipal transportation is so his thing. I have so many memories with him, I can barely count them all...And a part of me just wants to have more with these same people.
(Unknown)----> I don't know his name. But he's a cool guy I love hanging out with.
Well, when me and tim went to the restaurant to eat, I saw him. He's a anglo-saxon guy, which is the nice way of saying a white guy. He's uber cool, and sort of zany. He's into "hamster and chop stick sex." I have NO idea what he does with the hamsters...But I have a fairly good idea of what is done with the chopsticks. I saw him at the same booth I saw george, which was kwoon. He was helping out by placing rubberbands on all around his head. His slogon was,"If you buy a dvd from us, I'll remove a rubber band, or if you're mean, I'll put another on". He's a good 17 or 18 years old and he's like a great big body. He's a bit husky, but hey, does it matter? I'm only explaining what he looks like. He was in all black, a bit palish, and wore black sunglasses with a black cap. He is, without a doubt, a funny and very great guy. I will always remember...chopstick sex? *Shudders* Nevermind.
scypEr-----> My little brother, my successor, my rival and yet my closest ally.
Mh, I guess the title is a bit confusing, but I'll explain that later. Anyways, now that it is memorial day and their off again, I'll explain the other member of this love triangle. scypEr is not exactly my little brother, but he's close enough to me to be just that. I love him so much, he's a great person inside and out. Unfortunately, his heart is full of darkness and supressed feelings. I used to know someone like that...Her name was Erika. Well, new topic, the funny thing is that he has the same name as tim. So if you ever go to a convention with me and you see them, you'll get this.
You: Hey tim!
Tim: Yea?
scypEr: Wassupu!
Depression and confusion rot my little brother, for his love has a crush on another. She shows affection and these deep-seated feelings of jealousy fill his delicate heart. He supresses them, for the one he loves of course, but I suspect this kills him inside. I love them all, but this may hurt them in the end. scypEr reminds me almost exactly like a raven. A beautiful creature with a dark exterior. Scyper, another fun fact, is chinese and speaks cantonese while tim can't speak a lick of mandarin or cantonese. His favorite anime character is L from deathnote and he's infatuated with the japanese singer known as Gackt. He LOVES gackt. He has such a fetish with Japanese rock bands that he has posters in his room. Psyco le Cemu and Gackt..The first time I looked at Gackt's picture, I thought he was a girl. And to this day, I'm remembered for that. Me and tim were in japan town and I saw a picture of a person dressed as a girl crying. I asked, "Why is she crying?" and tim laughed and said that she was a he. And so the tale begins. :-P Anyway, Tim has a good heart and sort of morbid attitude. He's very solemn and open, not hiding a thing from any person. That's what I like about him, he's honest. Though his depression creates his morbid attitude, he wouldn't be scypEr if he weren't himself. I hug him and care for him, and he asks me for advice. He's scared of losing edo...And I know how that feels. I don't want that to happen to him, I want him to be in love...and know how it feels for a long time. Even though I too love edo, I will gladly back away to see him happy. And now...
Edo------->Edward Elric, Melissa Kasumi Lenh (But just call her kasumi and don't call her short >.<) the real creator of this live journal, my ex-girlfriend, my closest friend, and the love of my life.
Mhh...How do you explain her? Well, for one, kasumi is 14 years of age. She's a chinese young woman with short, used to be long, brown hair with streaks of light brown. When you see this woman smile, you feel the world around you just lift a bit. She's a very beautiful woman for such a young age, and she's kinky to boot. Sometimes, I feel jealous of tim and scypEr...Because she can love them, but I'm not in the picture anymore. I have so many memories with her that I sometimes feel sad when she even hugs them. Maybe I should just grow up, the world doesn't run that way. In any case, she's a very hyper woman and quite sensitive. You may say something to upset her and she'll get quite upset. I've done it more than 20 times in a day once. It's quite horrible to see her angry. It makes me sad to see her sad too. In any case, I saw her at first at Neko's booth. I didn't make much contact with her intentionally, but I did give her enough for a friendly gesture. Sometimes, I wonder why it hurts so much and she seems just fine. Gah, my head hurts just thinking about it all. Kasumi or Edo, as she is Edward Elric in every way, shape, and form. Calling her short will cause her to burst into hysterics. And she hates milk. Kasumi sometimes says things she doesn't mean or sometimes says them to get her emotions out. She's a bundle of emotion and that's probably why I like her so much. She's quite enthusiastic and always enjoys attention...A lot of it. We travelled together, but she got sick and had to go back to the hotel. I really tried to be impartial and such, trying not to care as much as I really wanted to. If I did, it'd be a love square instead of a triangle, now would it?
Even though I really felt it best to leave her be, I followed her with tim next to me. We both got worried because we both care about her. So for about 2 hours, we just relaxed in the hotel room. scypEr slept with her to make her feel better and I just watched in envy. Sometimes, I hate myself for feeling such feelings again...And sometimes, I just feel like I want to just join or something. In any case, once she felt all better, we met up with Neko and Sergio. She just woke up and she was lugging this huge suitcase for neko. I didn't feel alright with her lugging such a heavy thing to the hotel, which was a good 3 blocks away. I offered, but she refused me every time. Later that day, we went out to eat, but I wasn't really hungry. I wasn't hungry for 2 reasons: One, I ate two huge cheese burgers with tim at lunch. And two: I didn't want her paying for me. You see, most of the time when I was dating her, she paid for me. I'm not a rich fellow, or a middle-class fellow. I've got a job now, but then what am I gonna use money for? In any case, me and tim played magic and I think that made her pretty mad. Everyone else was talking and I wasn't into what they were talking about. I didn't...feel like I was apart of their world, though I'd easily accept them as close friends. I'm always reserved and away from the group, and that pisses her off to no end. I make her mad for big things and little things and for some reason I dissapoint her. I do it so many times, I don't seem to care if I do or don't. Inside though, I really do care...It really hurts when she yells at me and says I'm pretty much useless. I don't even know if she means what she says or not...But I guess I've heard it too many times to just shrug it off. Anyway, at the last hour, I was talking to scypEr. You see, Edo likes Tim and has a crush on him. So she'll sit on him, act all seductive sometimes, and maybe hug him lovingly. It gets my little brother, scypEr, jealous and scared sometimes. Jealousy, as I told him, is like depression and it fuels more fear and anger. She came in and hugged him and kissed him lovingly. I see how she looks at him and I can tell she couldn't love ANYONE more than scypEr. She loves him to such a degree, that it's mind-boggling. And that's what I try and tell him, that no crush can stand up to love...None at all. I just hope that scypEr will understand that. Sometimes, I envy the two...Because in a way, she loves them much more than she's ever loved anyone. But if it makes Kasumi happy, I couldn't be anymore happy for them all. She's a wonderful person...And an even more wonderful love.
Well, that's my experience on my first day. It wasn't really about all the cool new anime shows that were shown or even all the cool anime and hentai. I even so japanese porn artists at fanime. >.> Don't ask. I had so much fun being with all the people I met and I wish to see them all again. But that...As shiki tohno said in tsukihime,"It's just an imaginary story." I may see them again, or may never see any of these people ever again...Maybe online, but that doesn't count. I just have to move on...But I'll never forget them, as they give me so many precious memories. I may feel alone...But with so many awesome memories, I can't be sad.
P.S. I'm going to be writing more on my original story. If you all want to see it, just IM me on YiM or AiM. It's gonna be great, I just know it!
|
|
| A horrible thing. |
[04 May 2005|12:09pm] |
Yo,
Well, I'm pretty much screwed now. Today, I stayed home again and I'm starting to wish I had gone to school. Today, something got into my system and now I can't sign onto AIM and IM somebody without it crashing. I need to figure out on how to fix it before doing anything else and it's starting to frustrate me. I don't even know what a bloodhound is and I have like 3 in my computer. I may have to format my entire computer...Again, just so I can use everything. It's really annoying and if anybody can help, please check IM me on Yahoo.
|
|
| I thought I knew'em |
[03 May 2005|05:10pm] |
Yo,
Today, I am really angry. Why am I of all people angry? Well, it all starts off at the beginning of the day.
I wasn't feeling well today so I stayed up home again. I feel sort of depressed because all I do is stay home and feel sad all day. I was sad because my mom said I was destined to fail and edo didn't call to say good night. I know she didn't mean to not call, but I still got a bit bummed out. When she called today, I was happy, but still a bit sad. That brought her down a bit more. Not only that, but there's a lot of conflict rp in the MUD (Multi-User Dungeon) that I play.
What's really, really got me pissed is my best friend, Chibodee. Yes, he is my closest friend and I've known him ever since the beginning. I love the guy, but he pissed me off SO much today. Anyway, my lil' sis, Jessica is pregnant by her loser ex-boyfriend, Andrew. He impregnated her and tried to double-fake me by playing the news off as a joke. I was hurt, but now that I know it was real, I'm really hurt. Anyway, Jeremy gets angry at Jessica and tells Edo. Edo, in short, bad mouths her as usual. Now I know that Edo is not a bad person, but when it comes to Jessica and how they both fight with each other, I can't stand it. It drives me crazy beyond belief. It's that chibodee manipulated Edo into making HIMSELF feel better and then get on ME about it. He shouldn't be doing that to a pregnate woman, no matter how bitchy, obnoxious, and cruel she is. That's just sick and wrong.
This rant is brought to you by:
- Full-Armored Alchemist
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| Another day. |
[02 May 2005|06:59pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 indescribable |
] |
Yo,
Been a while, though I think people forgot of this entry. In any case, welcome to my little world away from the world. I write my own thoughts here and what not, but you know, it's not something I normally do. I tend to keep to myself and keep myself focused on reality and not my own feelings. It's a nature that's gotten me in a few bit of breakdowns.
In any case, where should I start in explaining today to my reader. Well, today, I felt pretty bad. Yesterday was scypEr's birthday and I was really happy to see him, tim, and Edo again. It's rare my mom doesn't crack down on me and make me feel like crap. I guess I should begin with what happened on Friday and then work my way up to the present day. I'm still getting used to putting my personal thoughts publicly online, but as you can see, if I don't let it out, I'll go insane. >.>
So, friday was the big day. It was such a big day that I had to dress up in a suit to do it. Yes, this was the day of my portfolio presntation. For those that don't know what a portfolio presentation is, it's a presentation you have to do in front of 10th grader, 9th grader, a parent/guardian, your advisor, someone whose read your work, and a community member (Some random person from school.)Anyway, I was presenting a science piece I did last year. I had and still do have so much faith in that piece that I was going to stake my graduation from the junior institute to the senior institute for it. What made it worse...The school board of san francisco, religious leaders, and the mayor's assistant were all in my room. They were all watching my presentation and taking notes on my school.
On a side note, I have to tell you about my school. You see, I am at a school which consists of only 200 students. So it's a pretty small school for a public school. So these people, who will give grants and what not to the school, have to be VERY impressed and they were going to my presentation. As you can see...I was pretty freaked out. I'm one to take hard blows, but this was ridiculously too much pressure. Anyway, the entire day I stewed and I was just dead to the world. I started to think of bad things, like failing, becoming homeless, never reaching my dream and what not. My mom barely made it and I was freaking out the entire time. I paced down the hallways, I gave a depressed look...I was really scared.
When I got up there, I had like 20+ people looking at me and my presentation. But as the time wore down, I felt comfortable with everyone around. I knew it was going to be rough, and with SOMEONE who stole my speech and note cards, I was in for a rough ride. I managed to add a bit of humor, even though I "winged" the entire presentation, I was able to make a stunning impact. I say that only as a reference to what other people said, y'know me, I'm not one to brag. ^_^. In any case, I passed so well that I got an A+. I even had one of the most bias teachers grading me, one who grades hard by general, and one who has to deal with me never coming to school. They loved my presentation and my confidence was high.
I went to celebrate, but the entire time, I wasn't happy. The entire time, I was looking to impress someone more than my mom, my friends, my teachers, even my own father. I wanted someone to acknowledge me and feel proud of me, I dunno if she does or not.
Saturday was my physical challenge. No, not like Double Dare. I was going for my first martial arts belt in capoeira. Capoeira is an african martial art that slaves turned into a dance when they were slaves in brazil. I had to go up against the mestres or, masters in spanish, of brazil to earn that belt. They went easy on me, but I felt proud that I could go the entire round without losing my cool and having fun. I earned my first belt that day, and my friends were so proud of me, but I still had that feeling again. I felt like none of this mattered to me at all. It was hard to smile, even though I was growing stronger by the day.
The funny part is, I was the 2nd person to get wounded that day. I got hit with a spinning heel kick right to the eye. You can imagine how painful a fast-moving kick like that can cause to a person. I couldn't see for a while, and my sensei told me that it was my "intiiation" into the capoeira community. >_< Atleast I don't have to be "initiated" again. That day, me and my friends went out to the borders bookstore at stonestown. While I was reading the latest ragnarok, my friend's sister showed up. Apparently, Michelle didn't tell her family she went to oregon. Michelle is a nice girl, and I think she likes me, but I'm just not into her. She's a bit cold and shallow.
The next day was scyper's birthday. That was fun. But first, I had to cancel my first day at work, bye bye salary. I had to make time getting there, I really wanted to see everyone again. That day was great through the most part. I felt a little uncomfortable, but it was no different then how Edo's grandma treats me sometimes. Actually, I kinda like the little kids there. They're so cute and cuddly. Anyway, it was one of those fun days that you love having with friends. That day, I felt really happy. Even after all that self-achievement, I wasn't happy until I saw edo, tim, and scyper again. I believe God was watching me as I wore Kasumi's bracelet all those days, so I gave it to scypEr. I want him to feel loved as I do love my little brother so very much.
In any case, I showed edo my empty wrist and she got really mad at me. I come to find out today that it hurt her and she thinks I'm trying to forget her. Yesterday, I felt happiness and sadness at the same time. Maybe if I had no feelings like this, I could be a better supporter for my older and younger brother. While on that subject, I guess I should keep going with the story. While we were at dinner, I could really feel the heat of the adults cracking down on me. I recently shaved my hair-line with a razor so I'd look better, but I think I looked worse. I didn't care much about first impressions before I was introduced to the Chinese culture...I guess I tried so hard to not be hated, but I'm never going to gain acceptance from that generation...Adults are so difficult. I felt those eyes...The eyes of a displeased father and family as scypEr did not acknowledge his father in a photo. Right then...I felt like getting up and chewing out his entire family for how they treated him. I was that angry.
On the way home, I felt a bit suicidal. It was mainly the emptiness in my heart again. Once you have a taste of love, it really makes you do stupid things to get it back. Right now, I'm calm and I'm ready to talk about it. When I read Edo's entry today, I reflected on how I acted. I ignored her for the most part, or any sort of affection she gave me. I did return affection, but not in large doses. I feel ashamed for doing so, in a place that was meant to be a haven for Edo and scypEr, not me. In the car, edo started to cry because I gave scypEr my bracelet. She didn't understand why, so I guess she passed it off as an attempt to get rid of her memories. Ha! Memories...I wonder why they hurt me so, even if they were happy at times. Love is a strange emotion, isn't it? While we were in there, I told her to kill me. I wanted her to stop feeling pain, so that she could move on. I wanted her to hate me, detest me, live her life without me at that moment. My want to make her happy crossed into me wanting her to forget I ever existed. This made her sad, and for that...I'm sorry.
On the train coming back, I fell asleep. I woke up in a scary part of oakland and to calm myself down, I talked to tim. I was still under the influence that I wanted to be distant from them, but I needed someone to talk to. It's funny, talking to scyper made me feel much better. He doesn't talk much, like me, but I know he cares a lot. It's something I like about him, he's a caring person and I can tell he's sensitive too...Kinda like me. I guess that's what made my blood boil like the fires of hell...To see his father look down on him like that. I wanted to just...utterly destroy his father mentally. But who would listen to a black boy?
Anyway, my little emotional breakdown, ending up walking about the city at 12 at night, and staying up till 3 in a daze, lead to me getting sick now. ^.^ I hid my wallet so that my mom would let me stay home. She thought I was going to Henry's birthday party, so I'm going to have to lie next time Henry's birthday comes around to go to his. I lie alot...Just so I can see someone, so I guess that makes me a bad person. But then again, if I weren't there, would they have had as much fun? Would they have enjoyed themselves without this empty shell of armor without them? What would life be like if I weren't around anymore...?
I guess we'll never know, will we? As long as someone wants me to stay alive, I'm alive. God himself put me on this earth, but I don't know why...If I can't be happy all the time, if I can't be sad all the time, if I can't love all the time, if I can't be loved all the time, what is my purpose? Why can't I stay in the middle?
Well, I've ranted enough, dear journal readers. It's been a long day and my mom's running around to get clothes washed. I've got absolutely nothing to wear v.v So syanora, dunno when we'll meet again.
-Full-Armored Alchemist
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| A restless day. |
[09 Feb 2005|12:03pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
restless |
] |
Today is starting off quite dull. I'm out of school for this glorious wednsday because of the Chinese Lunar New Year. Of course, I can't spend time with my brother today...Being as it is a family event. But, I'm trying to make do with what I have. Just to let you all know, I adopted a little sister, her name being Tari Dunlap. She's really psyched about fanime, while I'm a bit..feh about it.
In any case, I'm about to go to my mother's office and pick up a bit of cash to buy Ragnarok v.5. What I really want to do is get out and do some odd jobs. I'm pretty bummed out about the anime conventions coming up. You may be thinking,"Here he goes again...Feeling sorry about himself, better stop reading now." Well, I'm not gonna be ranting about how much fanime is a disadvantage to me.
With a few oddjobs, I need to earn around 200 dollars, plus the cost of registration. My imoota-san, tari, needs to work on her gaara costume. Personally, I think she'll be a great gaara. In any case, I'm still thinking about my costume. I could easily get a pair of tennis shoes, a green shirt, a white under-shirt, and green pants and call myself alphonse. Simple reason I don't want to go like that is...I don't want to be so plain looking.
Another friend by the name of Kisa has moved into california recently. She's been quite psyched as well and she wants me to go too. I've been thinking of alterations, but when it comes down to it, I have a budget and I don't have a lot to use. I think, if I keep my job, before the 31st of march, I'd have 175+. Minus 100 for registration (I'm saving to pay for registration on another person.) And after that, I have april and the rest of may to earn nearly 200 dollars just to get enough food.
Of course, I'll need a higher salary than that, and I have to see edo weekly...That's a must. I've just been so restless thinking about what I'm going to do come the 27th of may. I'm not panicking, but I'm pretty close to doing so.
If anyone has any ideas on how to help me out, I'd be most appreciative. Oh yea! I'm going out on saturday, it's my anniversary of being with my oniisan. Well that's all for now, another time maybe?
-Full Armor Alchemist
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| Three interesting days |
[06 Feb 2005|08:54pm] |
As you may know, I do not update my live journal as often as I should. For those who enjoy reading how my days are, I'm here to give you something more to read. First off, this'll be an account of my last three days. Friday, Saturday, and Sunday have been very interesting days indeed.
To start off with, the day was friday. Friday seemed to go off fine, but the entire week had ridden me hard. My mother insisted that we wake up at 6 and leave at 7. That day was the closest call I'd ever faced when going to school. You see, by the time we left the house it was 7:30. The 5 bus-line leading to the bart and then the 29 bus to my school was running extraordinarily late.
I was very skeptical about going to school that day, but if I didn't, I wouldn't have saw my oniisan later that day. Thinking quickly, I called a cab to take my mom to work and me to school. The cab had to go to the very outskirts of town just to take me to school. When I got there, I spent $30.00 on my cab ride and made it there with 2 minutes to spare.
My mom's been proud of me lately, she's happy that for the first week in the entire school year, I've been on time to all my classes, done all my homework, and haven't missed one day of school. I want to keep making her happy and keep giving her something to be proud of.
When school ended, I went straight to the bart station to pick up my brother. It was a bit difficult afterwards. You see, my mother had to get glasses and she needed the key to the house. I had to give her the key so she could get home. I had to figure out how to get inside the gate and enter my house without the key.
Needless to say, I'm pretty good when it comes to handicaps so we both got in. In the sense of the word, we had one of the most intense moments in our entire lives...or maybe that was just how I felt. Either way, having my brother in the house while my mom was home would be dumb. Not only was she home, but we didn't know my 9 year old cousin was as well.
Picture having someone in your room, naked, your clothes and their clothes in the room below while your cousin is only a floor below. Scary, huh? Anyways, I sneaked downstairs, avoided my cousin, got my brother the clothes, and snuck into my room to make it think we were there. I took my brother home and that was the end of a very interesting day. I got teased a bit through the day, but I always do.
The next day, I woke up at 5 o'clock in the morning to go to sacramento. My mom badgered me and badgered me, but I was exhausted from yesterday. We leave ten minutes late and our bus was going to leave in 20 minutes. Right before we were about to be late, we find ourselves there and the bus isn't there anyway. So as soon as the bus gets there, I'm worrying if we'll actually make it.
We make it there, barely, and we spend 2 hours from 7:40 to get to sacramento. All and all, I learned alot about amtrak. For one, I can go to anywhere in california in under 6 hours using their line. It only cost me $12 dollars to actually get on the train and get to sacramento, including round trip.
On the train, I meet this nice lady named miss carrie. She's a wonderful woman in her 60's and she taught me a lot about the african-american community. Being african-american, I get teased because I don't act like african-americans. To meet someone who finally understands me was amazing. She liked me so much, she gave me a job. Next sunday, I'm going to be cleaning 5 office rooms, weeding out gardens, and if her son says I can, I can be a telemarketer for her every sunday. That's two seperate paychecks and her son will pay more.
Things were finally going my way, and soon we reached sacramento. I told miss carrie good bye, and smiled as she left. She's one of the greatest women you'll ever meet, I swear. She saw that I was a great person inside when many people just down me for who I am. She said that I can accomplish my dreams, that I can be who I want to be.
"James, if you want to be a scientist, you can't say,'I want to be a scientist.' From now on, you'll say,'I'm GOING to be a scientist.' Never doubt yourself and things will happen for you." -Miss Carrie
I spent most of the day with nelson, playing basketball, playing Magic, playing my various video games on PS2. I got to practice a bit of spanish, and I want to be more comfortable with what I say. I hope my being fluent in this language will help me in life. In any case, I traded my playstation game: Kingdom Hearts, for 20 dollars worth of cards. You may be saying,"WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH YOU? ARE YOU STUPID?!" Well, I got the cards I need to beat my friends at school, and nelson got what made me happy for the longest time. I think I got the better deal...I get to know I gave him one of the best games in the business.
Today wasn't much to talk about. I went to do taxes with my mom at H&R Block. I saw Jules on the 39 bus and it was great to see him again. I look up to him really, he's a great guy and an even greater martial artist. He accidently left his phone at someone elses house and went to go get it. On the way home from doing taxes, I coaxed my mom to go to gamescape on divisadero. I've been there with my friend nelson (Who is 12 by the way.) and we've played a lot of games there like warhammer.
I had forgotten I'd been there before, but the real reason was to see yami again. Yami (The male Yami, who is also really, really cool.) is a great guy. When I was trying to update my deck, he taught me a bit of the basics of the game. As a strategist, he's way better than me, and he can murder me in video games in no time flat. The place was closing, not suprised as it was 5 at night, but I still wanted to say hi. It was great to see two of the people I met at the anime convention in japantown, and I'm really hoping to see them again at another.
Well, I'm home now and I'm pretty exhausted. I'm gonna take a nap, and think about all the good stuff that happened this weekend. Bad stuff didn't bother me at all, and I guess I'm getting better day by day. Until another time.
-Full Armor Alchemist
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| An interesting day. |
[31 Jan 2005|10:10pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 satisfied |
] |
Meh, I'm exhausted. But of course, I've got to tell you about what's been happening with me. I know people don't read this often, and hopefully, many will keep this place of writing a little secret. Well, start things off, I've got a friend who was raped four weeks before. Living in a bad neighborhood, it's hard for bad things not to happen like this. The worst part, they keep coming back to get more.
Well, after 2 successful attempts and countless more tries after, I've been doing a whole lot to keep myself in the game. I've been trying to keep her from actually getting raped again by having my Martial Arts Instructor, James-ray, watch out for her. She won't go to counseling, and she's been avoiding the talking to her aunt. I've got nothing else to go on besides what she tells me.
My mom, I believe, is quite heartless. From the get-go, she made it seem like I was making a fool out of myself and she'd bring the charges on me. You see my friend, Michelle, wasn't always my friend. She used to tease me and throw rocks at my windows, just like all the other kids. She's snobbish at times, and acts like a real pain in the butt with her snooty way of living. She does come from a rich family, but she's as stuck up as can be.
Just recently, her grandma died and she's been living at her aunt's house, or my friend, chris' house for a near 4 to 5 months. I've tried to be nice, but its hard when people hate you for who you are. Because the rapists are dangerous, some people, 'specially my oniisan, won't believe I'll be ok. To tell you the truth, I'm kind of scared of where I live...I just want to be with my oniisan and be happy, along with my mother's safety.
The world taunts me, but when I think about it, I've learned to return that sadness with kindness..And if trying to save this girl is foolish, than I'll just be a fool. But, not much I can do now. My mom personally went to her aunt and told her the ENTIRE thing. It was embarassing, but I don't have to do many things to keep her safe anymore.
Today, I had a care free day and it was good. I spent my afternoon watching hentai with Edo and he laughed at some of the parts in the series. You see, when I'm not around, he likes hentai. When I'm around, he'll think its like a normal anime. I don't know what I do, but he'll never act normally around me. It's not fun either, cause its hard to use hentai as leeway for seduction and you can't get'em to budge. >.>
Well, I'm out of here for now. You know the drill, just contact me if you're worried, or leave a reply if you've got the time.
- Full Armor Alchemist
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| The Elephant Bar and a Bad Night |
[17 Jan 2005|10:55am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
indescribable |
] |
Heya everyone, it has been quite a while since I posted an entry, so here it goes. Yesterday, I had went out with my brother to go celebrate the end of finals and midterms (And my Portfolios *Shivers*). Anyway, he took me to this place called the elephant bar and it was a great place. They have very good, a little expensive, but excellent food there. We only had appetizers, and that was strictly ok because I was full from just eatting the chicken quesadillas. Masaki had come late from picking up a present for someone and we just walked around a bit in that quiet little town.
Once it got dark, we went to my brother's house to watch Eurotrip. I dunno if masaki liked the movie or not, maybe I'll ask him later. Halfway through the movie, my friend Jessica calls. She's a bit...rude, at times, and doesn't know when I'm busy or not. Anyway, my brother started calling her names over the phone and they were hurling insults at each other. To make a long story short, they REALLY don't like each other over a bad incident between my very best friend, Jeremy dove (Look out for his book coming out, I'm excited!). I got mad at my brother, which I rarely do, and we ended the night badly. Most of it is my fault, I guess I'm too nice with people and he gets mad when I'm lenient on people he thinks are scum.
In other news, I've been having nightmares constently, but that's ok. The world seems to be changing in front of my eyes, but with a few people to cling to, life isn't as bad as you first make it out to be. It's still hell, just a hell that you can huddle with others in. Well, I have to talk to my friend, she's had an even worse last night than I have. See you all soon.
|
|
| Happy for my Brother |
[23 Dec 2004|12:52pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
excited |
] |
Though I fight with my brother alot, I happen to like it when he's happy. And I can see now that he's content with his mother and how he feels about her. It makes me happy and want to see how there relationship will change. I love them both, and I hope they'll be happier from now on. Me on the other hand...Well, I'm not exactly excited about what's happening with me.
You see, my mother has been on my back for sometime now about my hair. If you've ever seen my hair, its rarely combed or brushed and knaps tend to form by the thousands all over my head. Well...Today is C-day, or cut day to me. I've got to get my haircut or my mother will own my behind for the next seven centuaries. But I LIKE MY HAIR!!!! >.< I like everything about how its all floofy and unruly. It's a menace to society and I like it that way!
Gah, what to do, what to do..?
I guess I should just get my haircut, but will I look good enough? My brother even comments on my hair at times, but I don't mind it. Anyway, I have to run, see you all soon!
-Full Armor Alchemist
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| Thanks to you |
[21 Dec 2004|10:19pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
content |
] |
Hewwo, this is Al. Though I'm not really talkative, I'll try not to put all the hard work my brother did to waste. There are times when we fight and get angry at each other, but I love him so much that I'd do anything for my oniisan. ^.^ So I wanna thank everyone who's reading this and also to thank my brother for all his hard work and time spent on making this for me.
-Full-Armor Alchemist
Alphonse Elric
|
|
| Testing. |
[18 Dec 2004|11:20pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
accomplished |
] |
Hey. This is Alu's brother, just testing the layout I made for him. I hope he likes it! Personally, I think it looks all right. I didn't spend too much time on it, but my knowledge on HTML is very limited. Sooo... these are the results of my work! You like? Comment on Alu's LJ, sometime! Hope he appreciates it. This is your local Edo in San Francisco, signing off! -Wave.- ;D
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8){kind=small}
alph0nse_elric's journal